I wanted you,
I thought that you were going to save me
But you just played me
You just played me...

Falling again,
To the big fat hole.
Full of lies and tears.

The moments were glad,
But now my mind is filled
With angst and depair...
I thought that we would make a perfect pair.

Life's a bitch.
And then you die.
I just wanted to have something
Better in between.
Something worth a while.
Something beautiful.

But hey,
I am growing older every day.
And the road I'm on turns away
From the good.
Thought that there is where I should
Stay and be...

Going away,
Going astray.
Going crazy.
Growing cold.

Still the need of being good,
Is somewhere deep,
And someday will reign
Over my darkened mind.
Thought then,
I will be less kind.

I guess...
You still I chase...